.How Things Used To Be.

I'm not going to go into details, but as life progresses, it gets harder and harder. I miss how simple things were, I miss certain people and I miss how things used to be. I can't live in the past, but sometimes I dwell on it and I know I shouldn't. I miss you.. I want you back and I want things to be the way they used to. People were hurt and relationships destroyed and changed, but I still want it to be the same, even though it's inevitable that they won't be. I was hurt the most out of everyone, yet I don't care. I miss the way things were. I can't emphasize and repeat that enough.


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My phone just completely died on me. All three years worth of my pictures and SMS messages are gone. There were pictures of Vincent when he was still a newborn, there were pictures of Abby as a kitten, old friends, family. *sigh* It's crazy to think about how much we depend on technology to hold onto your memories. I kept putting off sending all those pictures to my email, and now I'm paying for it.

Oh well. On Monday we're going to check out Alltell to see what they have to offer. I don't want to pay $50 to replace my phone only to move to a different company and have to get a new phone. So now I'm phoneless for a while. Joy.

On a lighter note I got asked to do all the graphics for some merchandise for the message board that me and several, several others frequent and love. I'm totally amped to take on such an awesome task such as that. =D

Speaking of merch, I'm just finishing up the last of the graphics I need for my commissions blog I'm fixing to open up over at Deviantart.com. I also just have to wait for PayPal to confirm my bank account so I can accept payments. I'm excited!

I'm also obsessed with a band that my sister introduced me to (well, introduced Thomas to and she left the CD in my car by accident and Thomas showed them to me). Saosin. I LOVE that man's voice and I love the music